You still live in me.!!!!

When I walk alone these empty streets,

I feel your hand gripped in my hand,

When I sit alone on the bench,

I feel you sitting beside me surrounding me with your arms.

When I wander on the moon lit beach,

I can see your foot prints just beside walking,

When I try to make art in clouds,

I feel your face is looking at me and laughing.

When I close my eyes and go in memories,

I know you are there waiting for me,

When some one ask me where is my love?

I just smile and say you don't have to go any way,

he is here in my heart within me.

One Rainy Day.!!!

One day I was sitting near a window,

When a dropp touched my skin,

It was about to rain heavily that day,

And joyfully shouted my kin.

I went out to sense God's blessings,

As I love to get wet and play,

For few minutes of my life,

I forgot my pain and relished in gay.

All was admirable and beautiful,

the sky, the grass and even the hill,

Everybody was singing with the music of rain,

As if the busy life of working people have become still.

All forgot the tensions and grudges within,

The travelers passing by stopped to rest in inn,

The trees were blissful and cherished,

But it was all momentary and soon it was all finished.

OF YOU- I think every moment

Each night i go to bed,

I think of you & I,

and wonder all the reasons,

Why did you say me a long GOOD BYE..

Every moment I am lost,

and each thought makes me cry,

Can we start it all over again and give it a try.

I loved you so immensely,

that my heart aches for you every sec,

and I am going down to ashes,

like a loaded sinking deck.

I am mourning for our loss,

every hour i spend in a day,

and even at times in gloominess,

i walk bare foot on the bay.

Come back to me just for once,

i will never leave you again,

no matter what the life shows to me,

I will take away all your griefs and pain.

A Conversation

It was astounding sitting under the stars,

the words were set free out of all bars,

emotions and feelings were ready to pour,

as if someone has opened long awaited doors.

There was so much to share and speak,

which was full of depth though sounding weak,

asking each other to share the pain,

without any hidden profits or monitory gains.

The heart was pondering on all we felt,

as if trying to hold an ice cube which is ready to melt,

relationships and love was the subject of the talk,

as we carried on the things and had a walk.

The complications of life and web of relations,

was very confusing even more than the polity of nations,

but after we got over after all that we shared,

I can feel the peace in m,a heart and it was the best conversation I ever had.

a journey through the REALITIES of Life.!!!

As i started undrstanding the facts of life,
everythng started becoming so clear,
all things were so gaudy and sparkling,
as if you are holding a pearl without any fear.

but it was just a matter of short span,
all things worsened with the change in time,
now the things were more shabby and torn,
like a dark old iron covered with layer of rust without any shine.

the scars which the life made on our face,
was bleeding and the pain was over par,
the feeling we were going through,
was like somebody pouring on our skin the hot boiling tar.

all this what i felt has now made me understand,
all things we find beautiful are
black behind the end,
we should try to face each thing more practicaly,
as if a young lad fighting bravely in the spanish bull's ally.

A view from a Window.!

one day sitting near a window,
i looked across the window pane,
and as my eyes went to the level of height,
i saw a long narrow empty lane.

i saw the chain of mountains,
facing me as i stared, and the rays of the sun were falling on them,
and made them shine and glared.

the green trees on the slopes,
made me spellbound,
and the view was so astounding,
it mesmerised me with the chirping birds sound.

i got lost in the beauty of nature,
and desired its eternal stay,
the soothing breez tookme to paradise,
as soon as i lay.

Summer Ministry Project Day 1

On 29th May 2010. we started my journey at 6.45 am to my Training Center where i was about to meet the group from Oklahoma.Our organizer Scott came to pick me from my house, I was so excited about meeting them and work as we proceed with our schedules.The first lady i met there was Joann, she was a gem of a person...full of positivity and open heart. Then I came to know that i have to go out in a group of 3. my team mates were Tia and Katie P.these two girls were of the same age as me and full of life.with the mantra "LIVE EVERY MOMENT WITH JOY" they always kept on talking laughing, enjoying the time and working for God. We were asked to go to the village Salembad- Muradnagar Delhi Rd. which was around a 40kms from the city.I Katie and Tia with the other Team Shefali, Heather and Stacy took the bus and reached Muradnagar. It was a quite different experience for me driving with American girls in a Public Bus where was no space to sit. It was so crowded and people were hanging on each other. Jesus helped me nicely. Then after reaching muradnagar we came to know that the village we were assigned to is around 8 kms in so we waited started walking as we were not having any convince we walked around half the way then by the grace of God we got one Bullock cart the cart man was so generous that didn't charged any things and dropped us to our destination. It was a good day and a good start even the weather was also pleasant. In India you dun hear that word for weather especially in the month of May. then we walked through the fields. on our way we stooped at the tube well and had water..the water was awesome and fresh and cold. :-) after reaching the village we went to a house. The name of the Head of the house was Shyam Sunder Tyagi he was a Hindu man and was very good at heart he allowed us to sit in his house and showed us the way to the rooms where all womens were sitting. there we met his whole BIG family. his three sons, two daughter-in-laws and around 6 grand children. Her wife Pushpa was a nice lady and all the women gathered around us to hear what were saying. after having Coke and Biscuits they brought for us we asked them if we could share something with them related to Jesus and they said YES...then Tia my friend she shared her testimony and Katie told then the story of the Paralytic man and they were so happy to hear that. They even told us that they heard the name of Jesus before and asked us if we could provide them with some of the Hindi scriptures. It was so good we all felt as if we were planing the seed of the Word of God. then we came back to meerut. Jesus is really Great he helps us in every way :-)
Thank you God