My heart Cried.

Today i went to a girl called Neha in phool bagh colony with my friend Cathy. Neha is a new believer and now she wants to spread the Word. We went to tell her how she herself can teach and share different stories and her testimonies. She was very anxious to hear each and every word we spoke. The conversation carried on and we shared about the demon possessed man to her. after we had done she told a testimony how Jesus used her for His work. Few months back when she was hospitalized for her delivery she had a chat with a lady who was supposed to be the delivered the same day.when the gynecologist doctor came she told to the other lady that her baby had died 3 days back inside her womb and they will be operating her stomach to take the baby out.Neha was listening to all what was happening and She suddenly walked to that lady and said don't worry my sister Jesus will heal you and everything will be fine.That lady asked Neha who is Jesus i have never heard about Him before Neha said don't worry just believe in what i am saying and she kept her hand on her womb and starting praying. That lady first got afraid and shook her away but when Neha told her she is just praying for her she listened to her calmly.to their surprise That woman started labor pains between the prayer and gave birth to a baby boy. though after looking at that boy they were not sure of his survival but then things went fine and they saved the baby boy. Neha gave birth to a baby girl.The doctors were amazed and even that lady then Neha shared about Jesus more to her and now she will be visiting her personally to tel her more about Jesus and His miraculous deeds.

You still live in me.!!!!

When I walk alone these empty streets,

I feel your hand gripped in my hand,

When I sit alone on the bench,

I feel you sitting beside me surrounding me with your arms.

When I wander on the moon lit beach,

I can see your foot prints just beside walking,

When I try to make art in clouds,

I feel your face is looking at me and laughing.

When I close my eyes and go in memories,

I know you are there waiting for me,

When some one ask me where is my love?

I just smile and say you don't have to go any way,

he is here in my heart within me.

One Rainy Day.!!!

One day I was sitting near a window,

When a dropp touched my skin,

It was about to rain heavily that day,

And joyfully shouted my kin.

I went out to sense God's blessings,

As I love to get wet and play,

For few minutes of my life,

I forgot my pain and relished in gay.

All was admirable and beautiful,

the sky, the grass and even the hill,

Everybody was singing with the music of rain,

As if the busy life of working people have become still.

All forgot the tensions and grudges within,

The travelers passing by stopped to rest in inn,

The trees were blissful and cherished,

But it was all momentary and soon it was all finished.

OF YOU- I think every moment

Each night i go to bed,

I think of you & I,

and wonder all the reasons,

Why did you say me a long GOOD BYE..

Every moment I am lost,

and each thought makes me cry,

Can we start it all over again and give it a try.

I loved you so immensely,

that my heart aches for you every sec,

and I am going down to ashes,

like a loaded sinking deck.

I am mourning for our loss,

every hour i spend in a day,

and even at times in gloominess,

i walk bare foot on the bay.

Come back to me just for once,

i will never leave you again,

no matter what the life shows to me,

I will take away all your griefs and pain.

A Conversation

It was astounding sitting under the stars,

the words were set free out of all bars,

emotions and feelings were ready to pour,

as if someone has opened long awaited doors.

There was so much to share and speak,

which was full of depth though sounding weak,

asking each other to share the pain,

without any hidden profits or monitory gains.

The heart was pondering on all we felt,

as if trying to hold an ice cube which is ready to melt,

relationships and love was the subject of the talk,

as we carried on the things and had a walk.

The complications of life and web of relations,

was very confusing even more than the polity of nations,

but after we got over after all that we shared,

I can feel the peace in m,a heart and it was the best conversation I ever had.

a journey through the REALITIES of Life.!!!

As i started undrstanding the facts of life,
everythng started becoming so clear,
all things were so gaudy and sparkling,
as if you are holding a pearl without any fear.

but it was just a matter of short span,
all things worsened with the change in time,
now the things were more shabby and torn,
like a dark old iron covered with layer of rust without any shine.

the scars which the life made on our face,
was bleeding and the pain was over par,
the feeling we were going through,
was like somebody pouring on our skin the hot boiling tar.

all this what i felt has now made me understand,
all things we find beautiful are
black behind the end,
we should try to face each thing more practicaly,
as if a young lad fighting bravely in the spanish bull's ally.

A view from a Window.!

one day sitting near a window,
i looked across the window pane,
and as my eyes went to the level of height,
i saw a long narrow empty lane.

i saw the chain of mountains,
facing me as i stared, and the rays of the sun were falling on them,
and made them shine and glared.

the green trees on the slopes,
made me spellbound,
and the view was so astounding,
it mesmerised me with the chirping birds sound.

i got lost in the beauty of nature,
and desired its eternal stay,
the soothing breez tookme to paradise,
as soon as i lay.